bad day~

i am crying like HELL!
my Heart is so painful!!
really really pain~
it hurts me so deep..
is there anything to numb my heart?
i am suffering from the pain!
i am crying again T.T

I NEED YOU!

July

i have not been updating my blog for one month+ .. so many things happened and now i have time for blogging..so tired and exhausted! tat day eva drove py's car and bump into an accident..the next day which is yesterday, me and eva quarrel ,so sad~ ytd night went to mist club..it was my first visit there.. hmm.. not bad.. it was Allan's bday party~ so wild~ woooo~ Jun hao drunk.. Eva and Ryan and Zining..haha .. Ryan- please choose wisely. I saw a bad bad fight ytd night.. scary!!!
Today i drove to full house at jalan yap kwan seng( photoshoot)..so heavy rain=( night,went to chee fooi's hse(his bday party) a while..boring -_- ntg to do then go bac..feel so lonely without him... everyday i drive to his hse to see him but he dont seem to bother me~ so so so sad..i know he's bz with his assignment but cant he just show me some care? does it take long? or am i really annoying? urhhh~ i am EMO now~ learned from eva~haha..