情人节

没有你，一点都不像情人节~为什么一出去就看到那么多开开心心的情侣，真的很羡慕他们！今天的我才感觉到我两年前的幸福！因为我现在没有了~就这样又浪费了一天的情人节，不知道明年是否会更好！说不出的心情，真的感到很绝望~希望明天会更好~

cold blooded!

你是冷血动物！你已经四天没有找过我了~我很想你！ T.T

Clubbing

I don't like the feeling when my bf go clubs and I stay at home..nowadays always stay up late with his friends but when with me,he used to say he's tired,sleepy,moody,need to do assignment,etc.. Is it very difficult to spend time with me?? Is yes then I won't bother you anymore. . Won't ask you for movie,dinner,shopping,etc until you ask me yourself. I know i'm annoying..i'm trying to be the quiet one..

comm law exam T.T

oh my gosh! i dont like everything about LAW! i dont like !! i din do well in my exam this morning because i din really study and i dun like to study law..hate!! the night before that, jym and I attended Caymen's birthday party which as held at his house..He invited his friend to become the Dj in the house and..oh ya! The speaker..is so loud, the beat, the music, the yelling and shouts that came from his hse..i can here it too when i stand on the street outside his house..but it was fun! A very unique way of celebrating a birthday^^ i like it but..it ruins my mood when I saw her there..i just dont like her! She is so 'acting' in front of everyone..arh..forget abt her..
My baby made his promise=) He bring me to have dim sum before i go for my exam! =) Thanks a lot baby..I Love You~

beautiful sunday~

this is second second time we met on this week..but we met at night when i drive to his hse and i study my publc speaking notes while he do his presentation board..we had supper at maideen and then we go to sleep..wake up in the next morning which is today,he bought me a piece of chocolate cake ! love it ^^
then i drive home.. ```simple but happy day``` ILY

the ONE day in a week

talking abt yesterday..after class, went to fetch him at lovenest and we we headed to mid valley( i drive XD )
shopping!! and we watched the show 'expandables'. wat a happy day..happy moments together ^^
i gave him his birthday present and he was so happy, he like it very much~
overnight at lovenest,this morning we had lunch at oldtown then i came back home.. his bz life continues.. =(

ur busy days

the last day we met was on sunday night..it is already wednesday and finally we can meet up tomorrow but he told me that he cant find me on fri,sat and sun! instead of telling sth that can spoil my mood, he can say sth nice that will make me feel at least a little better. he is always there to tell me sth that i wouldn't know but it is usually not something good. for instance, when i think of his sem break, i will think of holidays, vacation, shopping, relaxing and most of all dating with him but.... what comes to his mind is, he wanna go back to pj, he wanna get part time job, he wana go for exercise and he wana sleep. i am not the first person who comes to his mind after all..what is the difference between single and couple? for me, it is just the same! i wanna be a single lady somehow, i dont wanna have high expectation on someone and lastly make me feel that there is actually no hope. i wana be the way i are! i wana enjoy my life..but there are too many obstacles, i must overcome all by myself..what i wan, is not important anymore since until now he didnt know what i actually wanted..i bought him a present today. of course i will expect him to be happy and i thought he will be very eager to know and see what i've bought for him but..he dissappoints me.i am so dissappointed!! i am not gonna offer him to take my present and im not gonna talk abt it until he ask. if he dont even speak a word abt it, i'll leave it in my room waiting for it to dissapear itself. i give u all my heart and what i get back is how u treat me these few days! u are driving me crazy! but i have to say thank you because u made me think maturely and i know what i should do and what i am not supposed to..grown up..